[She shrugs. What more can either woman say, really?]
I have had so many lovers - culls, we call 'em. But my heart isn't for them. I am not so convinced I even possess such a thing. But to be owned - and when you refuse to behave, they hit and punch until you are compliant or beaten enough for them to have their way, to own you for even that time. Sir George weren't the first to stop, but his hurt the worst. He took me to dinner after, a whore at the Lord's table, and laughed about it with his friends.
I have never told no one before. I mean, it's nothing, being beaten and forced and that. It happens, you know? Even here. That man you know from home... I don't care. But it feels almost... safe? Is that right? Safe with you anyway.
trigger warnings for rape
[She shrugs. What more can either woman say, really?]
I have had so many lovers - culls, we call 'em. But my heart isn't for them. I am not so convinced I even possess such a thing. But to be owned - and when you refuse to behave, they hit and punch until you are compliant or beaten enough for them to have their way, to own you for even that time. Sir George weren't the first to stop, but his hurt the worst. He took me to dinner after, a whore at the Lord's table, and laughed about it with his friends.
I have never told no one before. I mean, it's nothing, being beaten and forced and that. It happens, you know? Even here. That man you know from home... I don't care. But it feels almost... safe? Is that right? Safe with you anyway.