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[confiscated]

what was the real big time shit like?
anything really bad? gory, and all that?

u ever judge ur patients for what they do?

[mahem]

oh yeah
peelin faces off
breakin fingers
you name it

well i wouldn't have been a very good psychiatrist if i did
right?
but talkin to em was pretty enlightening
you learn a lot about a person by letting them actually talk to another living person instead of a plain white wall

[confiscated]

[Ugh, he likes her more now.]

if i do good and let you crack open my head and see how screwed up i am to fix me and all that
will u tell me about the face peeling one day? sounds like a killer story

[mahem]

what, like some kind of psych reward?
nah we don't need to do it like that

i mean i'll tell you the story for free
and you can share whatever you feel like

[confiscated]

you really aren't like my old therapist
getting anything out of him was like pulling teeth

but alright.

[Small fixation in the works.]

got any advice on what to make of bad dreams, dark thoughts?
you know, those invasive types. doing bad things.

[mahem]

well
some might say i'm a little TOO open
but i don't see the point in not bein honest

so there's a difference between havin those thoughts and dreams
and literally doin something like that

most people have way more dark thoughts than they wanna admit to
but never actually act on em
like for example
just because you PICTURE hurtin someone
doesn't mean you'll ever do it
thoughts aren't actions
ya know?

[confiscated]

how do u recommend making sure that stuff doesn't become reality?
and what if u slip up and do something
how do u deal with that afterward? fixing it.

[mahem]

well everybody has slip-ups
i mean we're all only human
most of us that is
i think there are a few who aren't here

point is mistakes happen
and you can't beat yourself up over it
you just have to try and avoid makin the same one again

[confiscated]

so hypothetically if i slip up one day
stab a guy who's giving me shit and he dies

i just try not to let it happen again?

[mahem]

well that depends
why was he givin you shit?

cause you can't take that from some people
sometimes it's totally justifiable

[confiscated]

i like the way u think. it's not black and white
u acknowledge the morally gray

my old therapist would've just said "no tate, murder is never ok u psychopath" or something

[mahem]

probably cause i've always had a foot in both camps
used to be a little more of a bad guy than i am now
so it's easy to see both sides of the coin

no offense
but it sounds like your old shrink was a crock

[confiscated]

mightve had a bias against me bc i was banging his daughter, but i digress

how "bad" of a guy were u?

[mahem]

WELL
now the important context reveals itself
you can't leave that shit out

mostly chaos and mayhem
robbery
assault
aiding and abetting
then they tossed me into lockup and i sent a bunch of my guards to the hospital
but only cause they were gropey asswipes

[confiscated]

sounds like they deserved it

what's the coolest shit u've ever stolen?
all i've ever lifted was a few cassette tapes and some candy

[mahem]

fuckin right they did

well there was that one car
and that other car
i've swiped a diamond or two back in the day
lot of it was with my shitty ex

[confiscated]

damn, a whole fucking diamond? what size rock?

ur officially the coolest therapist ive ever had

[mahem]

well the last one was all me
mostly cause i figured nobody would be missing it
it was what was IN the diamond that everyone wanted
bank account numbers and shit
so once my bud had that part i just hawked the gem itself

that's like what
out of the two you've had? ;)

[confiscated]

still a high honor ok? u rock hottest therapist too if it counts?

[mahem]

okay fine
i'll take it