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[heliophilous]

sorry to hear that
and i mean that
i'm sorry.

do you need anything?

[mahem]

no offense but
kinda feels like i should be asking you that
instead of the other way around

[heliophilous]

why would you be asking me that?
you're the one that lost a friend.

[mahem]

cause for us at least one of em was the same friend

[heliophilous]

yeah, i know.

but i've had some time to deal with that.
still sucks but
you had back to back people leave.

[mahem]

yeah no kidding
you know it doesn't suck any less each time

so here's a question
how do YOU deal with it

[heliophilous]

me?
lorna would tell you i don't deal with it
i just ignore it

[mahem]

sweetie
as someone who got her phd in how the brain works lemme tell you
that ain't healthy

[heliophilous]

( yeah yeah, he knows. )

we're not talking about me right now though
how do you deal with it?

[mahem]

idk
go out
party
drink way too much
black out for a while
maybe pass out somewhere
then wake up and go get a big breakfast sandwich
extra bacon

[heliophilous]

and does it help you?
make you feel better?

[mahem]

kind of
at least for a little while
and a solid bacon egg and cheese NEVER hurts

[heliophilous]

never tried breakfast sandwiches as a way of coping
did your friend go back to a decent place at least?

[mahem]

not really
he dies back home
which he knew about
cause i told him
even though i know we forget stuff from here after we leave

[heliophilous]

sorry to hear that
where are you in your coping process?

[mahem]

kinda feeling like i want to go out
what about you?

[heliophilous]

right now?
i'm a little hungry
so i could probably go out
and eat something

[mahem]

okay but are you thinkin food-food
or like bar apps
cause i know a great greasy spoon open 24/7
or we could pound some mozzarella sticks back with some booze

[heliophilous]

second one sounds like my kind of thing right now
i haven't done a beer and horrible food night in awhile

[mahem]

why not right?
and i am willing to be the one responsible for dragging you out for some fun
and also beer
and also also horrible food

[heliophilous]

you act like i'm some recluse
i wouldn't say that
i'm a mild hermit

[mahem]

hon no offense
but what's even the difference?

[heliophilous]

one word sounds better than the other.
that's the difference.

[mahem]

well i'm not callin you a hermit
cause you won't be one if you go out with me

[heliophilous]

i think i prefer marcos anyway
i'll go with you.