no I know I didnt I havent But I didnβt stop them It makes me as bad right? You dont die here. Not properly. And I dunno. Zsasz isβ¦ sweet? Heβs a nice guy. But whatβs to say we stay dead at home anyway? If they can come back here, why not at home too?
Harley its Zsasz that needs help. I cant leave him
... I could have killed them. I could have done and I didn't. I could have stopped them and I didnt I just dunno how he does it
I know I know what he did harls because hes as messed up as we are. you gave me a chance the fucking world gave you one I need to do it for him.
imagine if you were still with joker. you'd be a messed up punk ass clown who'd blow you up as soon as look at you. maybe zsasz without roman will be the same.
yeah but maybe killing em wouldn't make you any better THAN them at the end of the day ever think about that? like maybe it's not such a bad thing to leave the killing to those of us who already have some bad staining us
i guess i get it but i also think you can do better than getting mixed up with those two again you got a whole life outside of those two remember that
yeah but i'm not so what does that tell you? and i gotta say it feels like this is almost more about you and romy again than anything having to do with vicky and zsasz is just caught up in the middle of it
hey. Youβre not a bad person You know I didnβt mean it like that?
Youβre right though.
If it was you, Roman wouldnβt have hurt him. He wants his damn canary back in the cage.
I guess itβs everything. A-Trainβs fucked off. Iβm finding it hard to get another dom. they think Iβm a liability or theyβre scared of roman and Iβm afraid if I doβ¦ theyβre gonna be dragged in.
yeah but it's fine like i've come into a place of acceptance about myself and i know i'm not totally gonna be one of the good guys ever
he's doing this to get you back and if he thinks it'll work he won't stop you might just have to pretend not to care about vicky so he leaves him alone easiest way to get to romy is by acting like he doesn't matter
well you know at least one dom who's not scared of him just saying
i was talking to beck. he can mess up his face. I dunno what that'd do in the long run though.probably just piss him off but it might buy zsasz enough time to get out?
yeah I know but you two are getting married now. its weird, right? having someone else as well?
isn't beck the one that does all that stuff with the virtual reality? you could always make roman THINK his face is messed up that'd be even funnier
yeah but just cause we're getting married doesn't mean we're not gonna still have fun with other people and HB gets it when i gotta help a friend in need
yeah I think thats what he was on about honestly it was an awkward conversation butt naked in the people zoo and plotting revenge, you know?
hes a good guy, hb you've really landed on your feet with him but thanks im gonna see what happens for now but when I have to sign, yours is the first door im knocking on
hey if you wanna know how many times i've been THERE it's too many to count not the people zoo part but definitely the naked and plotting side
look just don't think you gotta go to jail or that you don't have any other choice because you do even if it's only for the next three months until you find something you like better
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I havent
But I didnβt stop them
It makes me as bad right?
You dont die here. Not properly.
And I dunno. Zsasz isβ¦ sweet? Heβs a nice guy.
But whatβs to say we stay dead at home anyway? If they can come back here, why not at home too?
Harley its Zsasz that needs help. I cant leave him
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it makes you smart
you think they would've let you live after that?
think about it, d
this is a guy who murdered you
straight-up tortured
why are you going so hard for him now?
you don't owe him shit
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I could have killed them. I could have done and I didn't. I could have stopped them and I didnt
I just dunno how he does it
I know
I know what he did harls
because hes as messed up as we are.
you gave me a chance
the fucking world gave you one
I need to do it for him.
imagine if you were still with joker. you'd be a messed up punk ass clown who'd blow you up as soon as look at you.
maybe zsasz without roman will be the same.
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Is it any fucking wonder he's screwed up if Roman's doing this to him on the regular?
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ever think about that?
like maybe it's not such a bad thing to leave the killing to those of us who already have some bad staining us
i guess i get it
but i also think you can do better than getting mixed up with those two again
you got a whole life outside of those two
remember that
yeah but i'm not
so what does that tell you?
and i gotta say it feels like this is almost more about you and romy again than anything having to do with vicky
and zsasz is just caught up in the middle of it
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You know I didnβt mean it like that?
Youβre right though.
If it was you, Roman wouldnβt have hurt him. He wants his damn canary back in the cage.
I guess itβs everything. A-Trainβs fucked off. Iβm finding it hard to get another dom. they think Iβm a liability or theyβre scared of roman
and Iβm afraid if I doβ¦ theyβre gonna be dragged in.
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like i've come into a place of acceptance about myself
and i know i'm not totally gonna be one of the good guys ever
he's doing this to get you back
and if he thinks it'll work he won't stop
you might just have to pretend not to care about vicky so he leaves him alone
easiest way to get to romy is by acting like he doesn't matter
well
you know at least one dom who's not scared of him
just saying
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I get the roman thing. I get he wants that. but vic? I feel bad abandoning him.
I wish we could go in like we did for cas. take roman out and actually help victor.
you know what? I thought about asking. but
youre with hellboy now and settling down and shit. I dont wanna be the spare tyre, you know?
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but it's not like we can take anybody out here when death doesn't stick either
okay but you know i've had like other subs besides him too right?
not my fault they keep disappearing on me
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yeah I know but you two are getting married now. its weird, right? having someone else as well?
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you could always make roman THINK his face is messed up
that'd be even funnier
yeah but just cause we're getting married doesn't mean we're not gonna still have fun with other people
and HB gets it when i gotta help a friend in need
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honestly it was an awkward conversation
butt naked in the people zoo and plotting revenge, you know?
hes a good guy, hb
you've really landed on your feet with him
but thanks
im gonna see what happens for now
but when I have to sign, yours is the first door im knocking on
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not the people zoo part but
definitely the naked and plotting side
look just don't think you gotta go to jail or that you don't have any other choice because you do
even if it's only for the next three months until you find something you like better
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Harls you are my favourite person here
Donβt think I could ever get a better contract than you
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okay now you're just saying that
but seriously though
i've helped out a pal before and i'd do it again
no sweat