seems to me like you're already going into it expecting the worst or convincing yourself that's what's going to happen when the truth is unless you've got future-vision powers some things you can't predict
and sometimes hurting people is unavoidable it IS what you do after that makes a difference whether you get forgiven or not
and hey maybe the forgiveness part needs to start with you first
Reasonable extrapolation based on past events? I'm not guessing at what's going to happen in a vaccuum.
There's no one here who particularly owes me an apology.
[There are probably people. He can't think of any of them right at this moment. What he can think of is the fact that he's just arguing to argue now. Harley isn't telling him he's an unforgivable wretch, so he's talking himself in circles. Maybe he shouldn't have done this.]
well we're not talking about me here you came to me to talk about you
[ a classic psychiatrist response, unfortunately. sorry, anon. ]
seems like you've got a world here you haven't ended think of it as a chance to start from scratch don't extrapolate don't predict just try for different one day at a time
[It's a mildly frustrating response. But this isn't going anywhere particularly. That last bit of advice is, he realizes, something to give him hope. He's not sure if he deserves that, but at least he can cling to it to keep going for the time being.]
What's your address? I'll send money for your time.
[Regardless, he's going to track down some way to get hold of her and Harley will find a baby rubber plant somewhere for her. No notes. Just a gift. Therapists have plants, right?]
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I don't know.
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No.
I don't deserve to be forgiven for some things.
And it's not my right to ask for that.
What happens when helping is what hurts people?
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or convincing yourself that's what's going to happen
when the truth is unless you've got future-vision powers
some things you can't predict
and sometimes hurting people is unavoidable
it IS what you do after that makes a difference
whether you get forgiven or not
and hey maybe the forgiveness part needs to start with you first
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I'm not guessing at what's going to happen in a vaccuum.
There's no one here who particularly owes me an apology.
[There are probably people. He can't think of any of them right at this moment. What he can think of is the fact that he's just arguing to argue now. Harley isn't telling him he's an unforgivable wretch, so he's talking himself in circles. Maybe he shouldn't have done this.]
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YOU forgive you first
everything else
maybe you just keep talking about it
working it out
it's kind of what i'm here for right?
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Every single person in my world is suffering because of me.
It isn't something I can forgive myself for.
Could you?
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you came to me to talk about you
[ a classic psychiatrist response, unfortunately. sorry, anon. ]
seems like you've got a world here you haven't ended
think of it as a chance to start from scratch
don't extrapolate
don't predict
just try for different one day at a time
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What's your address?
I'll send money for your time.
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we're square
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Thank you.
[Regardless, he's going to track down some way to get hold of her and Harley will find a baby rubber plant somewhere for her. No notes. Just a gift. Therapists have plants, right?]